beer and peanuts and
an empty stomach
drunk and the
Yankees took two out of three from
the Orioles in Baltimore and
everyday for the last
week I've fallen in
love
over and over again
with the girl
that orders a small Americano and an extra shot

she used to order
salads from Giovanni's
and
every time
she got one, I
would ask if I could
eat the olives.

"sure, I'm not in the mood for olives
today," she would say.
(she said that almost every time.)

tonight,
I had a can of olives for dinner.

Collected Poems of Carl Sandburg

the jacket is on the
floor of my bedroom and the
book is in my bag
but I just carry it around and forget it's there

and rarely read it

love is like a
receipt in 
your back pocket

you forget about it
put your pants in the wash 
and later find pieces of crumpled, faded 
paper in the 
lint trap of your dryer.

limbo

hallways are
portals that lead to
two trapdoors.

still another hour until Jeopardy

the bartender shoots shit with the few sad-looking patrons. miserable, half-empty, 6pm. bad light making it's way from an Iron City neon, through the cloud of blue smoke hanging in the air like a ghost.

still another hour until Jeopardy and I
sing "White Christmas" into the neck of my bottle.

trout fisherman.

I find myself thinking about a ship sinking as I fill an ice cube tray and losing count of things, like the nine scoops to make a pot of coffee, very easily.